It's been a long time...

It's been a while, huh?  Geez, between work, school, boyfriend, friends, yoga, STILL unpacking and trying to get errands and chores done, it's been a tough last couple of weeks.  It has definitely been interesting getting back into the school groove while working and trying to maintain everything else and let's face it - some things just have to go.

The spontaneous happy hours after work.  Staying up and out late.  I have to keep things on schedule again and it's hard getting back to that.  I took advantage of the fact that I was pretty much free to do what ever I wanted to whenever I wanted.  I am sure it is hard for some of you out there as well.  All I can say is that it is for a very good reason!  

I am really excited for this weekend though and I've been working really hard this week so I can play this weekend.  It is the "So You Think You Can Dance" concert at the Rose Garden on Sunday night.  A few friends are coming into town to go with me like we did last year - really great, wonderful friends too!  I am SO excited.  Can't wait to see the show.  It is going to be a blast.

No meet and greet this year which is a bummer!  Oh well - at least I met Danny last year!  He was the dreamiest!!!  :o)

To Be...

Sometimes and some days I just wish I could completely unplug and just be.  I don't know why or what it is but some days I just want to be in the middle of nowhere.  I don't want to see anybody.  I don't want to talk to anybody.  I don't want to touch or smell anybody.  I just want to be me.  No outside influences.  Nobody telling me what to do or how to feel.

Just stillness.

Breath.

Me.

Does anyone else feel that way?  Is it the want to be free of responsibilities?  Free of commitments?  Free?